Chapter 73: Doubts

Ottilyn's P.O.V.

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"You're just a bet to them. Get it through your head, you fat piece of trash," Shelly seethed at me. "No one in their right mind would ever want you. Your weight was only one issue, Ottilyn. You have so many more to choose from. You aren't worth more than a fu.ck, and those two know it too."

I felt my bravado fading fast. I was at a loss for words. I doubt that anything I said would help much anyway. I already said the worst thing I could think of. Short of cussing Shelly the fu.ck out, that is.

I was losing again. Being bullied again. Letting it happen again.

And the worst part is that I think I actually believe Shelly.

Like I said, what Shelly said makes more sense than wh……