XLIV.

-Irene-

            I tried to understand what Wendy is telling me yesterday. I thought about it the whole night. I slept though, I mean I always had it in mind so that I would understand what she really wanted to tell me and what she wanted to made me do. And I know why she wanted me to be like that.

            I realized that there really is something wrong with me. There are things that I should not mind since they’re none of my business yet I still put myself in it and ends up being trapped in it, and the worst part is that I don’t know how to get myself out of it. I really am so weak, very far from what I thought that I have a strong mind set.

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